Illusions

In the crowd
In traffic on an early morning
Sitting on the passenger side in that red corvette 
In the store next to the sale rack
In the evening at the party
Slightly facing towards the bar
The lights dance on 
I see you pass by at the edge of my eye

I turn and it's not you
Just a stranger in the crowd
My heart is in my throat
Stomach turns
I can't make any sense of it
I stop to breathe
Illusions
Playing with my mind
I see you at every corner
Every stop
Walking past
I blink 
And you disappear
Leave me alone
You've done enough damage
You're supposed to be the memory i forced myself to forget
But illusions of you keep haunting me