Various from Journal

It’s about 4 in the morning and my mind is swimming with swarms of ideas and junk. I stare blankly at this paper with the cursor blinking every second as I listen to the music playing on my computer.

My emotions are a mess. There are so many decisions to make so many actions to take and risks to consider. Questions are drowning me in the endless abyss of I don’t know.
 My past taunts me to toss memories of love that blossomed and died with the turn of the season. Its scent haunts me still. Opportunities come and go like the tides of the ocean. But I am still here at the edge of the cliff in the midst of doubt enjoying the company of loneliness.

But as the sun appears after an eternity of darkness the breeze greets the early dawn with an embrace. I am engulfed in its embrace and I am at peace. I am cold still and my heart has been shattered into oblivion. I am torn and weary and my soul seeks shelter.

You found me and I refused to open my heart but you stayed and never left. I sat with the pieces of my heart in my hands and you took them and pieced them together with the last strand of string holding your heart in place. My heart became yours and yours attached to mines from a strand strung from center the of your love…